WHEN they were gone, Elizabeth, as if intending to exasperate herself as much as possible against Mr. Darcy, chose for her employment the examination of all the letters which Jane had written to her since her being in Kent. They contained no actual complaint, nor was there any revival of past occurrences, or any communication of present suffering. But in all, and in almost every line of each, there was a want of that cheerfulness which had been used to characterize her style, and which, proceeding from the serenity of a mind at ease with itself, and kindly disposed towards every one, had been scarcely ever clouded. Elizabeth noticed every sentence conveying the idea of uneasiness with an attention which it had hardly received on the first perusal. Mr. Darcy's shameful boast of what misery he had been able to inflict gave her a keener sense of her sister's sufferings. It was some consolation to think that his visit to Rosings was to end on the day after the next, and a still greater that in less than a fortnight she should herself be with Jane again, and enabled to contribute to the recovery of her spirits by all that affection could do.
伊丽莎白等柯林斯夫妇走了以后,便把她到肯特以来所收到吉英的信,全都拿出来一封封仔细阅读,好象是为了故意要跟达西做冤家做到底似的。信上并没有写什么真正埋怨的话,既没有提起过去的事情,也没有诉说目前的。她素性娴静,心肠仁爱,因此她的文笔从来不带一些阴暗的色彩,总是欢欣鼓舞的心情跃然纸上,可是现在,读遍了她所有的信,甚至读遍了她每一封信的字里行间,也找不出这种欢欣的笔调。伊丽莎白只觉得信上每一句话都流露着不安的心情,因为她这一次是用心精读的,而上一次她却读得很马虎,所以没有注意到这种地方。达西先生恬不知耻地夸口说,叫人家受罪是他的拿手好戏,这使她愈发深刻地体会到姐姐的痛苦。想到达西后天就要离开罗新斯,她总算可以稍觉安慰,而更大的安慰是,不到两个星期,她又可以和吉英在一起了,而且可以用一切感情的力量去帮助她重新振作起精神来。