The tumult of Elizabeth's mind was allayed by this conversation. She had got rid of two of the secrets which had weighed on her for a fortnight, and was certain of a willing listener in Jane, whenever she might wish to talk again of either. But there was still something lurking behind, of which prudence forbade the disclosure. She dared not relate the other half of Mr. Darcy's letter, nor explain to her sister how sincerely she had been valued by her friend. Here was knowledge in which no one could partake; and she was sensible that nothing less than a perfect understanding between the parties could justify her in throwing off this last encumbrance of mystery. "And then, " said she, "if that very improbable event should ever take place, I shall merely be able to tell what Bingley may tell in a much more agreeable manner himself. The liberty of communication cannot be mine till it has lost all its value!"
She was now, on being settled at home, at leisure to observe the real state of her sister's spirits. Jane was not happy. She still cherished a very tender affection for Bingley. Having never even fancied herself in love before, her regard had all the warmth of first attachment, and, from her age and disposition, greater steadiness than most first attachments often boast; and so fervently did she value his remembrance, and prefer him to every other man, that all her good sense, and all her attention to the feelings of her friends, were requisite to check the indulgence of those regrets which must have been injurious to her own health and their tranquillity.
1.get rid of 摆脱, 除去 Let's get rid of this moldy old furniture. 咱们把这件老掉牙的旧家具扔掉吧。
2.throw off 抛弃, 摆脱 I'm unable to throw off this feeling of inertia. 我无法摆脱这种懒散的感觉。
3.at leisure 空闲着, 从容地 I'll take the report home and read it at leisure. 我把报告带回家去慢慢看。
4.prefer A to B 喜欢A胜于喜欢B I prefer tea to coffee. 我更喜欢茶,而不是咖啡。